Mereka :(

Disini aku bakalan banyak curhat... rasanya pengen ganti judul blogku jadi Friska’s  Diary... hahaha... tapi takutnya ntar dikira ngikutin Angel’s Diary... jadi ya nggak jadi aja... hoho...

Aku pengen curhat sama sahabat blogger nih... baiknya gimana yaa?? Tentang sahabatku lagi nih... biasa percintaan anak muda jaman sekarang... #emang aku anak muda jaman kapan? Nah loh?

Yang waktu itu aku post... kalian baca kan?? Nah sekarang mereka udah putus... hmmm... aku dan sahabatku yang lainnya nggak pengen kalo mereka putus...

Nah hari ini tanggal 25 Maret 2012 pacarnya sahabatku itu mau ke rumahku... dia mau curhat ke aku... aku bingung ntar mau ngasih saran apa?? Apa sebaiknya aku jadi pendengar yang baik aja??

Mereka putus karna si cowok nggak mau maksain kehendaknya ke si cewek supaya si cewek bisa sayang sama dia ... jadi si cowok memilih untuk melepaskan si cewek supaya ceweknya bahagia dan nggak tertekan di karenakan maksain hatinya buat sayang sama cowoknya sementara dia masih sayang sama seorang cowok yang dulu ada dikehidupannya semasa dia SMP.... jadi intinya cowok ini nggak mau jadi cowok yang egois buat cewek yang teramat sangat dia sayangi... huuuu so sweet ya...  J

Jadi cowok ini udah melepaskan sahabatku itu,, tapi cowok ini waktu aku online facebook dia chat aku kayak gini, check it out...

Cowok:

jujur ya..

Aku memang sayang dan cinta sm dia, tpi rasa sayang dan cintaku hanya menyiksa.a saja. Karna perasaan dia tidak bisa di bohongi kalau dia masih sayang sm seseorang yg dia sayangi dari pada aku, lebih baik ak mundur dari pada ak hrus menyakiti orang yg ak sayang...

mungkin bersama orang yg dia sayangi dia bisa bahagia dari pada ak yg hanya membuat dia menyiksa persaan dia sndiri
walaupun berat untuk mengatakan ini tpi memang gk bisa ak memaksakan kehendakku [:'(]
Percakapan Obrolan Berakhir
Dfourmaftyn sedang

aku:

knp

hmmm seharusnya... padahalkan dia mau mencoba smpe kelulusan... siapa tau dia bisa... tp kamu udah nyerah duluan... ya sudahlah...

jiah setelah aku balas gitu dia Cuma balas dengan emot ketawa

ya begitulah teman-teman... galau banget kan... aku aja juga jadi galau banget dapatnya... padahal aku bukan orang yang mengalaminya... tapi rasanya tu kayak aku yang ngalaminya... hmmm... L

sekian dulu curhatku nanti kalo dia udah datang dan cerita aku curhat lagi...  :’(

Lirik Lagu

lagi pengen ngeposting lirik lagu nih... galau banget... gara-gara ingat kejadian bulan lalu...
Cherrybelle – Love Is You 
baby i love you, love you love you so much
since i found out love is you

cinta satu kata penuh makna
cinta bawa hati bahagia
dari sekian juta keindahan dunia
di mata hatiku kaulah keindahan hidupku

baby i love you, love you, love you so much
and i miss you, miss you when you’re gone
baby i need you, need you, need you so much
since i found out love is you

cinta temani suka dan duka (huuu)
cinta bawaku bahagia (bahagia)
dari sekian juta keindahan dunia
di mata hatiku (mata hatiku)
hanya kaulah yang aku cinta

baby i love you, love you, love you so much
and i miss you, miss you when you’re gone
baby i need you, need you, need you so much
since i found out love is you

baby i miss you, baby i need you
baby i miss you, baby i need you
baby i miss you, baby i need you
baby i miss you, baby i need you

baby i love you, love you, love you so much
and i miss you, miss you when you’re gone
baby i need you, need you, need you so much
since i found out love is you

baby i love you, love you, love you so much
and i miss you, miss you when you’re gone
baby i need you, need you, need you so much
since i found out love is you, since i found out love is you

baby i miss you, baby i need you
baby i miss you, baby i need you

RAN feat. Shila - Tunjukkan Cintamu

ku ingin menunjukkan cintaku

oh kepada belahan jiwaku

tlah lama ku menanti waktu

untuk mengungkapkan isi hatiku

jangan kau berdiam dan menunggu

cinta yang datang menghampirimu

jika kau hanya berdiam diri

hanya rasa sesal yang kan kau rasakan nanti

reff:

tunjukkanlah rasa cintamu

coba buat mereka tahu

betapa indahnya dunia

bila engkau sedang jatuh cinta

berlarilah sekuat kau mampu

hingga kau mendapatkan cintaku

buktikanlah kau memang mau

buatku berikan cinta ini kepadamu

di saat matahari bersinar

burung-burungpun mulai berkicau

cintaku kan selalu membentang

untuk kau arungi bersamaku

repeat reff

reff2:

showing my love is what …

baby your love is what i’m looking for

… need sweet loving

and everytime i see you i feel so in love

Taylor Swift - The Other Side Of The Door Lyrics

In the heat of the fight

I walked away,

Ignoring words that you were saying,

Tryna make me stay.

I said, "This time I've had enough."

And you've called a hundred times,

But I'm not pickin' up.

'Cause I'm so mad, I might tell you that it's over.

But if you look a little closer

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you

To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."

Wait there in the pourin' rain,

Come back for more.

And don't you leave,

'cause I know all I need

is on the other side of the door.

Me and my stupid pride

I'm sittin' here, alone.

I'm going through the photographs,

Staring at the phone.

I keep going back over

Things we both said

And I remember the slammin' door,

And all the things that I misread.

So babe if you know everything

Tell me why you couldn't see

That when I left I wanted you to

Chase after me? Yeah

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you

To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."

Wait there in the pourin' rain,

Come back for more.

And don't you leave,

'cause I know all I need

is on the other side of the door.

And I scream out the window,

"I can't even look at you, I don't need you,"

But I do, I do, I do.

I say, "There's nothing you can say

To make this right again, I mean it,

I mean it"

http://www.elyricsworld.com/the_other_side_of_the_door_lyrics_taylor_swift.html

What I mean is

I said, "Leave," but baby all I want is you

To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."

Wait there in the pourin' rain,

Come back for more.

And don't you leave,

'cause I know all I need

is on the other side of the door.

With your face, and your beautiful eyes

And the conversation

With the little white lies.

And the faded picture

Of a beautiful night

You carried me from your car

up the stairs

And I broke down cryin'

Was she worth this mess?

After everything and that little black dress

After everything I must confess,

I need you

I said, "Leave," but baby all I really want is you

To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."

Wait there in the pourin' rain,

Come back for more.

And don't you leave,

'cause I know all I need

is on the other side of the door.

Taylor Swift - I'd Lie lyrics

I don't think that passenger seat

Has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night

And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears

As he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke I fake a smile

That I know all his favorite songs and

I could tell you his favorite colors green

He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on?

Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white

Never let nobody see him cry

I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green

He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He stands there then walks away

My God, if I could only say

I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"

So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you his favorite colors green

He loves to argue oh and it kills me

His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes

And if you asked me if I love him

If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Taylor Swift - Enchanted

There I was again tonight

Forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity

Shifting eyes and vacancy

Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered “have we met?”

Across the room your silhouette

Starts to make it’s way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go

I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I’ll stand forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2 AM, who do you love?

I wondered ’til I’m wide awake

And now I’m pacing back and forth

Wishing you were at my door

I’d open up and you would say, “Hey”

It was enchanting to meet you

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go

I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I’ll stand forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don’t you let it go

I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I’ll stand forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name

Until I see you again

These are the words I held back

As I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don’t be in love with someone else

Please don’t have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go

I’m wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I’ll stand forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don’t you let it go

I’m wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I’ll stand forever wondering if you know

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don’t be in love with someone else

Please don’t have somebody waiting on you

Salam Swifties... :)

Habis Nge-Post Stay Alive

nih agak merinding... kenapa habis ngeposting Stay Alive lampu yang ada di ruang keluargaku nyala tiba-tiba,, yang bikin serem tuh saklarnya dalam posisi mati... 
makin merinding lagi pas aku kembali ke posisi duduk melawan laptop trus posisi monitornya lagi di blog postingan Stay Alive photonya Elizabeth Bathory... Ya Allah... kalian bayangin sendiri deh gimana aku kagetnya... hiks... :'( tapi tetep aku posting... wkwkwkwk...
dan tiba-tiba lagi kaki aku merinding.... merinding.... merinding... saudara-saudara... terus cuma kaki kiri lagi.... kaki kanannya nggak... semacam ada yang menjalar gitu di kaki kiriku... tapi aku tetep pada posisi semula... bodo amat... aku mikir aku pasti dalam perlindungan Allah SWT... kalo muncul pun tinggal diusir pake bacaan ayat suci Al-Qur'an... hmmm... tapi intinya aku pasti memuaskan diri untuk teriak dulu sebelum bebacaan... hehehe.... kondisi rumahku udah nggak serem lagi soalnya penduduknya udah pada bangun... betapa leganya bathin ini....